WordPress tells me that I am on a 45 day streak in posting. So I am posting to keep this streak going.
In fact that the streak is the only reason is really good news. My life has balance. I have received three items of very good news this week. And I feel like my waiting in love has been very much worth it – that sounds horrible but I hope you understand what I mean.
The self-awareness I have gained over the last three months has been a great blessing to me. I am so thankful for all the people I have met that have supported me – sometimes without even knowing their support has been so central. The people who have prayed! Life will still be rocky and difficult. But I was very unsure whether I would emotionally survive this week.
So my anxiety says, “just wait”. But I now know who is speaking and why my anxiety says the things it says. And, yes, there will be challenges. I will face these when they come but I do not need to spend energy now planning and worrying. I will simply try to live my life of solitude, simplicity, and service. I will simply try to live now with Jesus and for others.
So … 46 day streak!!! Nothing much to report. Praise Jesus!!!